You don’t know it yet,

But I’ve let you down again,

I said I had it under control,

But I didn’t.

I said I could make it okay,

But I couldn’t.

Everything just spins so fast,

I couldn’t keep up,

The rules kept changing,

The storms kept coming,

until I was just holding my breath

waiting for something

anything

to come fix the mess

that I made

when I took on everything

so you wouldn’t feel

like the one who failed.