You don’t know it yet,
But I’ve let you down again,
I said I had it under control,
But I didn’t.
I said I could make it okay,
But I couldn’t.
Everything just spins so fast,
I couldn’t keep up,
The rules kept changing,
The storms kept coming,
until I was just holding my breath
waiting for something
anything
to come fix the mess
that I made
when I took on everything
so you wouldn’t feel
like the one who failed.